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Aug. 22nd, 2011 | 11:03 pm
location: home
mood: tired tired

So, I've begun my first day of work, and man, little kids are crazy~ They run around, causing havoc and chaos, and I feel like I never want to have kids, except then they bring out their inner cuteness which sort of melts away all the other faults they have into goo. -sigh- I suppose that's a part of the ups and downs of life. xD

Hopefully, I'll be able to enter a decent schedule as work continues so that I'll have ample time for writing while I'm working too, plus some fun time. ^^

Anyway, I'm sort of looking forward to tomorrow!! Once I settle back into a routine, I'll be translating and attempting to scanlate once more. Who knew scanlating could make one dizzy. @_@

Mid-Life Crisis

Mar. 21st, 2011 | 09:54 am
mood: anxious anxious
music: Infinite - BTD

How does one choose their future? Or perhaps the core question is, how does one know what they like? Maybe my problem isn't so much what I like, but what I expect from the job itself. The result of working, instead of the process of working... but is it okay to waste my life with frivolous things like games and what-not?

Perhaps it need not be wasting my life, especially if I enjoy it? I suppose it's something to consider. Either way, I'm at a standstill because I have no idea what I want to do with my life. It's probably safer to get a master's degree, and then do what I want to do in my spare time so that I have a fall-back in case my 'hobby' doesn't come through. Maybe I'm playing it too safe, but this is probably the best way.

xD Can't we just have roles assigned to us instead of this crazy freedom thing? lol. ^^

oneword.com - sunlight

Oct. 11th, 2010 | 08:41 pm
location: Texas
mood: apathetic apathetic
music: 30 Seconds to Mars - This is War

 The sunlight poured through the faded glass window, giving the light a pale dying yellow glow instead of the normal shining brightness. Dan looked out of the window, feeling hopeless in this time-stopped space. There was no hope of exiting the house, especially when light failed to enter the twisted space properly.

no copy&paste?

Feb. 19th, 2010 | 07:17 pm
mood: apathetic apathetic

Recently, I've decided to use oneword.com to make lots of random drabbles, which I have been.  Mind you, these things are short, and have no point at all, but it's still fun to do.  I suppose what I should actually concentrate on are my transformers fics... but still, I always feel somewhat reluctant to write.  I guess I should suck it up and write anyways. =P

Funny thing though... I tried to post it here, but it's not letting me copy + paste.  Which is annoying.  My blogger didn't protest, so it's on my blogger, but not up on livejournal.  I wonder if it's possible to link the two sites together so that I'd only have to post on one site for it to be on both? I'll have to look into that.  Anyways, ta~ for now.

just a short break... -shifty eyes-

May. 3rd, 2009 | 11:12 pm
location: dorm room
mood: contemplative contemplative
music: Namida no Mukou - steropony

I'm supposed to be writing a paper right now, but I decided to take a break.  There are oh so many things I can think of at a moment before they go bye-bye, particularly when my brain just wants to rest.  Although, I only have to make it through tomorrow.  After that, I'm home free!  So I really hope things go well, and then, I'll be back home before I know it!  Maybe I'll even write an entire fanfic this summer, instead of the measly few pages I have of various fandoms...

Let's see, I have:
- two DouWata fics.  I have half of chapter one for one of the fics, and an entire chapter one that needs editing for the other... I actually have a third one open which will be a cross-over between the two DouWata fics I'll be writing along with the original xxxholic world made by Clamp.  Basically, both of my fictional worlds will be connected to each other, along with the Clamp's world.  What a headache.
- three ConYuu fics that are only in the beginning stages of being written (like 1-3 pages for each fic)... although I'm not too confident on writing them well.  One in particular is kind of difficult to write because it takes place smack in the middle of the anime, but I'm hoping it'll work out.  And I have another idea, for a fourth fic, that is similar to one of my other ideas except it takes place a bit earlier instead... I'm not sure if I'll write both, or just choose one or the other because they'll both have rather different plots but it'll be the same concept.  We'll see.
- one Gintama fic, although the pairing is very dubious.  Even I have no idea what the pairing is going to be, although it'll probably be guyxguy no matter what.  Chapter one for this fic is done but I'm not confident in my ability to write this style of characters so we'll see.
- three Gundam 00 fics.  One is about Setsuna's past which I actually have 3 chapters of, while the other two are Lockon x Setsuna fics.  The one about Setsuna's past might actually be a prelude to one of the Lockon x Setsuna fics... although I'm not too sure on how well it'll fit each other.  We'll see how far it goes.  The other fic is rather dark and it'll be a one-shot (for a kinkmeme).
- four Eyeshield 21 fics, although two of those are still in the planning stages and one is just a drabble.  The other one, it's outlined but I don't know when I'll ever get around to writing it out.
- one Katekyou Hitman Reborn fic, although this one is only outlined for the prologue... but it's a looong prologue.  I might want to work on this one soon, since I find the concept very interesting.
- one Star Oceans 3 fic which is an AlbelxFayt pairing.  I actually have around 15 pages of it lying around.  Has to be the most I wrote in one sitting, but it needs severe editing because my plans keep changing.  It's outlined and everything too.  This is the fic that'll probably go up first, if I ever get halfway through.
- two Hikaru no Go fics.  One is about Sai's past which is in the process of being written as well... I think I add a paragraph every few months or so... maybe in another 30 years I'll be finished?  XD  The other is going through rapid changes as my pairing preference for this story changed.  I used to be an AkiraxHikaru fan, but now, I prefer OgataxHikaru or SaixHikaru... even YashiroxHikaru is nice, or KagaxHikaru.  Which ever pairing comes out top will change the concept of the other fic.  Maybe I'll just write four other fics, one with each pairing >.>
- one Harry Potter fic, although the pairing for his one is also uncertain.  The one thing I do know is that it'll be dark and angsty.  I seem to love angst too much because my Star Oceans fic, the Reborn fic, one of the Kyou Kara Maou fic, one Gundam fic, and one Eyeshield 21 fic is going to be centered around angst.  Man, I never give my characters a break XD
- one Naruto fic, which will also be angsty and heavy.  I have ideas for more fics, but I haven't made any moves to make them fics, like plans or outlines. 
- one Final Fantasy VII fic, which I actually have a chapter of... but I can't remember where I wanted to go with it so it might get scrapped into something new.  Also, I have no idea if I wanted to do a ZackxCloud or a SephirothxCloud for this fic... maybe I'll try to continue this one and write another one for whatever pairing is left over?
- one Full Metal Alchemist fic.  I really want to work on this one but all I have in one line and a basic concept of what Ed is going to be like.  I'm not even really sure what the plot would be or anything, not even pairings.  I do know that it'll be manga-based instead of anime-based, so expect manga characters and manga storyline... although it'll probably be AU so the storyline probably won't help at all.

So, as can be seen, I have a myriad of fics to work on, not including the fandoms where I only have ideas of which includes Natsume Yuujinchou, One Piece, Kingdom Hearts, .hack//g.u., .hack the original games, and Prince of Tennis.  If any of these guys get bigger, I'll have even more fics to write... I really hope I'll be able to finish one of these fics over the summer.  It's just, when I write, I have to be "in-the-zone" to write well.  If not, my writing comes out pretty crappy.

Anyway, I hope to at least write one of the KKM fics and get further into both xxxholic fics.  The third one will probably be written after I'm quite a ways into both fics and hopefully, after the xxxholic manga is finished (I'm hoping it ends soon, even if I'm sad to see it go).  I would also like to write that kinkmeme for the Gundam 00 fic, actually start posting for the Gundam 00 that I have chapters for, and to begin the FMA one.  I'm not sure how much time I'll have over the summer... it depends on what happens with employment or volunteering stuff... but hopefully, I'll be free for most of it, which means playing video games till I'm sick of them.  Then, I can focus on writing, hopefully... although, playing video games will make me focus more on those fandoms so I might start working on those series first -_-;;;

Well, I should probably get back to writing my essay now since I've had a rather long break.  Good luck to all the students out there studying too!

Now that I've thought about all this, I realized that I also want to work on my future website, scanlating, translating, making avatars, etc.  I'm never going to have enough time for all this x_x

Hi in a while

Aug. 22nd, 2008 | 05:47 pm
mood: calm calm

Just posting to say I'm still alive!  Yay... I think my layout is really simple but once I figure out more about photoshop, I'll attempt to make it prettier... better... yeah.

Anyway, I'm off to dinner soon.  =)

Strange thing... my index finger tip hurts when I press down on it.  I'm guessing I injured it somehow XD


Apr. 16th, 2008 | 03:06 am
location: dorm
mood: sick sick
music: Myself - myco

Seriously, long time no write ^^  I've gotten a new blog at blogger so... no use in using livejournal except for when I want to join a lj group for mangas and such.  But currently, allergies suck and that's life.  Literally.  Allergies are ruling my life.  Before you know it, they'll take over the world!  BEWARE ^^

o.o first time in a while =P

Sep. 12th, 2005 | 07:25 pm
mood: good good
music: 김종국: 사랑스러워

literally, I haven't updated in a looong time. That's because I focus more on xanga and w/ school and stuff, I don't really have the time to post on lj and stuff... T_T horrible, I know. Anyway, MAPLESTORY ROCKS!!!!!! Just thought I should share that. I'm now lvl 20. But since my stats are messed up, I can't wear any of the lvl 20 clothes. And I'm really really weak too... =( life is no good in maplestory. Actually, life is no good, the end. =P I hate school, which is normal. I don't really like physics... really complex stuff. Math is kinda lame right now... watch me have made a stupid mistake on the test. =P Whatever.

I need to download more anime... I'm soooo behind. I also need to burn a lot of files off my comp. =P Well, guess hw should be finished before all this, rite? =/

cool~ finally :-D

Jun. 7th, 2005 | 04:44 pm
mood: thoughtful thoughtful
music: Hikaru no Go - Suzumura Kenichi: Hitotsu

OMG The AC broke yesterday night... I nearly DIED of heat. It was horrible!!! But now it is fixed. The temperature is going down down down. Thank the lord! I don't see how I even fell asleep... probably because I had a fan. The fan helped a little. ^_^ Anyway, life is boring as usual and i have nothing to do but read and watch anime. I don't feel like watching anime or playing video games right now. I'm mostly reading and thinking of things to write. But I really don't feel like writing an entire story either. That's tiring and boring. But it'd be a fun project, a way to share my imagination with the world. I think if I put enough effort into the story, it'll be good. -sigh- I don't know. I guess I might try to write later today. I just have to organize the story and such. But no school! :-D

Bored & Hungry

May. 7th, 2005 | 04:39 pm
mood: hungry hungry
music: LeAnn Rimes: Can't Fight the Moonlight

Yup, I'm bored and Hungry and I should change before Karen gets here. I just wanted to update on here so yeah, that's it. ^___^